today is one of those days that some pts really moved me.

a mom and her daughter of bout 6 yr old came by, and as i was free waiting for my shift to end, first came to mind was lil girl was thalassemic and needed to take gxm for blood tx. but apparently, they were at the wrong ward. was supposed to go to nicu, when one of my sweetest SN came along and explained them the directions. upon finishing, the lil girl held out her hands, and salam-ed the SN. and never did it cross my mind she'd do the same to me too, since i'm obviously chinese, but she did the same anyhoos. and so sincerely so. without a word. only her beady round eyes and dorra-like hair and attire. my heart melted there and then. hell, my soul melted. as i did so on the inside, i merely patted her head as of by instinct. i watched them walking out the ward, hand in hand, w the lil girl limping a lil w her rickety lower limbs. but i made sure they got to the right place. by seeing them off further.

really broke me. i wish i could just be on my knees and hold the girl and just bawl...... wtf.

emo much.

sometimes, some pts really made you feel...... like the world's so unfair. and that they're angels out there.