i'm so bored out of my skull!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
did my routine jusco run and had like a most expensive nasi lemak. yes at old town. i didn't know nasi lemak now costs rm10. wtf. am i just becoming more of a scrooge or things are like they say, EXPENSIVE. i can absolutely feel the bite. just the other day, i got myself a tube of toothpaste. struggled a while looking for the gel kind, and when i found it, was stumped and found my heart at the bottom of my tummy w the toothpaste rm9.50 a tube. wtf wtf

i always thought they're like rm3-4 only! at least i think the ones in moscow were..... i'm talking about non fancy pancy ones... i'm talking colgate here. ish. which reminds me that i should get them pearl white ones...

anyways... speaking about expensive nasi lemaks.... i'm sure they used quite a bit of santan in their rice! no wonder so fluffy! so sleeeeeeepy after the meal -___- i can't like even talk now. i'm not even sure why i'm still up and not in bed before the night call. ugh.

tmrw would be the ultimate test. night night day. somehow i know i'll survive. the Q begs: how.

anyways... am planning for a quick trip back to kl soon. for my cny shopping. hehehehehe so excited! a lil upset that i didn't do any shopping the last time i was back for 4 days. as you should know by now, i'm living it up like a nomad. was at le panda's. and my car back in the workshop. so was too paiseh to ask to be ferried around (more so in KL) for shopping. so .... i really need to go h&m. i feel like shopping is not shopping when it's done at least once in h&m. wtf have i become? i feel like i'm such a... a... fangirl. like a cray cray cult follower. i'm now this person monster who's not buying a dress that i somehow fancy just because i havent paid h&m a visit yet. what if i found something better and i like more there! could have used the money just for those instead.... right right right.....

even though the dress is quite cute and le panda asked at the very first instant to get it. to quote 'cute' 'get it' is not that often. he always is pretty dubious when it comes to my fashion choices. but i always rub it off. in fact, to think of it, could it work that way? the more he says no the more i think YES! and vice versa. which prolly explains why i have still yet to get that said dress.


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i'm rambling. my soul needs some nutrition. some insightful reading. some inspiring talks.

or.... actually anything.

i just had this HUGE pang of urge of just going back to kl for work. just stay back at the parent's house (can save on rent) and have the rest of my time off spent in kl at least. or w le seal and richdad and mommy bunny (sometimes). i don't know. it'ss just so appealing now. i'm spending all the time off in btwn here rotting... sometimes, i rmbr to remind myself that i should THINK positive and shrug off all the pre-depression thoughts that's threatening to cling onto me and wrap me up in this cocoon. but the thing is.... i can be and AM ever sooooooooooooo forgetful. so most of the time i'm in this cocoon where light and sounds don't permeate through. it's just soo..... lonely and cold and quiet here i can use some company.