it's scary to think how one's happiness can depend on another person so heavily. it's fucked up i know and i'm trying hard to not let it get to me. but i'm stuck in the house by myself for half a day w four walls and no one to talk to. well, stuck is by choice. but i'm practically stranded here in this place. to make it worse, w all the stress for tmrw's assessment, i was zero on productivity. panic mode much.
so all i did was internet shopping and thinking what to wear when the day comes.
if it ever comes at all.
all this 'emoness' when i started the day all cheery and was 'START LIVING, AND STOP WORRYING!'. booo. you know what i should do, stop thinking and just do. overwrite my mind and just do.
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSs.
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