Shoes.

Sometimes i just wish theres someone who understands. Perhaps no one will. Because no one is ever in the same shoes.

Energy.

Sometimes we keep taking and theres no awareness of it. But theres energy in life and it means that nothing disappears really... just merely converted to other forms.

Dire.

All i have is just photos of you, of us.  And i cant remember why i got mad at you at the first place. i cant trace my memories back.. like in memento. And everythings a maze.

im listening to malay oldies on my own. Having diiners on my own. Doing evety single fucking thing on my own. But all i really want is to have off time n just be. Not m having to be stuckrd in d god forbidden ot which i still have yet to cone to terms with. I still am unable to take in the reality that this is reality for 4 months to come. is it so?

Sometimes it breaks my heart. I dont knoe what or how. But i saw my heart in pieces strewn over the place. I felt the pain but i didnt see the blood. Sometimes. All i want is just peace.

I just want to be left alone. Or do i?