as of now....

the world has a most exquisite way of rewarding me today! granting me thhe smallest of wishes - like having a piece of chocolate cake, or 2 !

can't wait for tagging to be done with and the following call as well!

then i think it should be reunite-time w le pandas :D

nom list
1. salad prawn dumpling
2. syed ss19 bukhara biryani
3. roti banjir at melur
4. that garlic lala that i couldn't have cos i had vomiting!
5. PAU PAU PAU
6. claypot loh shu fun at loke yew
7. seng kee beef ball noodles omg omg omg
8. chee cheong fun
9. jap curry!

ok that's all that i 've been craving lately and really hope i can have them soon. lol. not in any preference order.

huhuhu

setting my heart on.

locking up the door i opened to you , stranger, now i'm taking back everything. and erasing all that you've said. throwing away the keys.

it's not that hard after all.

for something that wasn't anything to begin with.

The harder it is, the more my heart longs for it.

Sigh.

I should stop thinking. And be. Just be in the moment. And stop thinkig about the past. And worrying bout he future.

Sigh.

life is never about who's the prettiest. kindness and graciousness, sincerity embosses deeper in memories longer than beauty. any day.

so be kind :)

p/s: the inevitable has finally happened. received a confirmation from le dad to confirm 'friend request' on fb. lol.

This sickening familarity.

I can almost feel Its all crashing back down. I don't want this to end. I don't want it to begin again.

Falling into this abyss again.

I don't wanna go back.

Red.

Truth.

1. Every family is dysfunctional in Its own way. I say EVERY.

Others.

1. I realized all my life I've been missing a remote control for bedroom lights. Cos I hate to sleep w the lights on. And I always tend to ter-fall asleep.: /

2. Truth? The more you seek, the harder it is to find.

3. Happiness IS a state of mind.

4. Good to be home again for cny after all the years away...

Sometimes I do think that it's not me who's jaded. But many cgoose to close their hearts to others. Why do we asians have to act all so..... anal.

Doesn't hurt to have more friends. It never does.

it was raining and i had mika on and just doing nothing. though i wish i had some noms to chomp on but i kept thinking of how i shouldn't fatten myself up for cny so... nay....

i had an apple instead to appease le tummy.

tmrw's my last day day. like how i kept telling everyone. (that'd listen to me, unfortunately)
and how it'll be night pco night pco LEAVE LEAVE LEAVE LEAVE LEAVE LEAVE oh holy god it sounds so so goooooooooooooooooood sigh sigh sigh

the best part of the job is
1. when i feel like i've done my work well enough
2. when i see and send my pts off home well (most of whom will just dash off w/o a word of goodbye though sob)
3. getting to know really really nice people!

like farah! she's like the absolute ideal friend ever, and in order to pass that standard in le bunny's books, she's practically an angel i swear.

god i kept thinking of flour noms. fml.

anyways!

i am so happys!