This could easily be one of my busiest month ever! Whats with le seals wedding dinner coming up, im also prepping my nest and along with that so many other issues to ponder.
Tired. Havent really rested well for a few weeks. Since i starred again.
Just plaib tired.
At other times, i feel as if in inception, i have a place my heart long and aches to go home to... like how reality blurs w dream or limbo.. there is another home or place i should really be.. than here now.
This is not real.
Most of the time these days, i feel so alone in this constant battle of... balancing time w le panda, being in kl, and getting a proper work schedule. And that nobody can (or would or would want to) understand the state that i am in.
Most of the time i am just so tired of this juggling act of time, which makes me wonder. Which explains the persistent distraction and recurrent fatigue. Being tired from all this.
That you wish one day.. someone would say 'i understand' and it would make my day by knowing that i am really not that alone though i am not sure how it could help in any other way.
Well i guess then this is life for me for now.. until and unless something is done about it.
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