Zzzzzzzzz
Wanting out and wanting to be in for others.
God knows how many actually do what they love for a living. One could only wish for for such things. These thinfs are wayyyyyy up there.... like true love and miracles. Unicorns and rainbows.
Getting fed up. Becoming numb. Not having to feel it all would make it better.
Feels like a never ending bad dream.
