2014 - the resolutions.

Ok! Time of the year! Resolutions (that I won't be keeping)

1. To lose some weight!
2. To be a RYLL! Lol
3. To be le seal's bridesmaid (though I don't see how I can force her into it... but if not me then WHO? Hehe)
4. To be a safe doctor.
5. To be more grateful and much less ranty.
6. To read much much more. On everything.
7. I wish I can put down to travel but... maybe not. Wuwuwu.
8. To eat, learn, truly live and love.
9.

// 2013 has taught me that
- time is extremely precious
- essential to spend time w loved ones. Afterall, that's all that matters in the end.
- being happy is key.
- not to lose the bigger picture.
- it is ok to let loose and let things be and take their course.
- most (petty) things or even persons don't matter.
- money goes Faster than speed of light. It is true.
- some work may seem hard, but w perseverance and focus, it is possible.
- love transients all things.
- and I love u my panda.: x

This list is not exhausted. Yet.

2014!

Happy 2014 bloggie! I was trying to rmbr What I was up to n where I was exactly a year back... but I have nothing. That translated literally too... now I have a lil nest (that still requires some work done), n my panda is back.

//side note: I'm such a lucky bunny - for le panda fr not giving up on us, even when I'm feeling so drained from everything else and practically apathic. Thanks fr picking me up and swooping me off and reminding me of ur love, and more importantly mine to u.

2014 is truly exciting. I don't mean for this to sound cliche but I do look forward to it. For betterment and improvement, everyday. To learn endlessly and to love fearlessly. And to take things as they come.

Good Effort.

Today I learnt that people can be brought closer by paying forward a favor. People can be learnt to be like/love.

Everything is possible... with a good measure of effort put in.

Its a comforting thought.
:)

Woe.

Gaaaaaah. Today I feel so. Lousy. I really mean u've been feeling so lousy. It feels like there's an imprnding doomish feeling bt really, everythings not that bad. Just that I tend to have a rather depressing and pessimisic take on.... everything.

When I shud really focus on things I can change. Which is why I'm writing this down now.

So that I will not repeat the same mistake and do things that I will regret, really really soon.

Stupid sock !

Anws, I've gt so much to think and do! And my back is killing me. I am really feeling the age creeping up on me. Wuwuwuuuu woe is me.

Things i dont hear enough

'You don't realize how much I rely on you too' 'i really need you'

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Now I do.

1/1

A year after. I find myself back in pandas loft, alone, again.

Its a weird kinda feeling. To have his belongings all here. To have his toothbrush in d holder. To feel like he's just in the house in the room next door, but he's not.