What an emo entry for birthday. Woke up to myself and it rained on my parade. Not gonna let it dampen my spirits unless the workshop ppl decide to. Eeeeeeeep.

25. What does it mean. Tuk tuk. Time for some reflection, perhaps?

25. W a job. Not loving it. But holding on. No income coming in. But hanging in there. No credit card. Cos I'm practically salary-less. No investments under my name. No knowledge enough to save my own ass most of the time. No pinky w me D:

But its not about what we don't have ain't that right? Its about being grateful n maxing out on whatever we have. Though not at the risk of straining relationships!

I feel like I'm at this point currently - I'm here but I'm not there. So what now? What do I do now?

More than once, I think that life is nothing but a big test. Everyones given different equipments to start off w. But One can choose to excel or to flunk it. 

But sometimes, I must admit its foggy to see the bigger good and goal ask to the reason why we must.