there's always this person who can't seem to get things right.  i still feel and act and am and is constantly reminded of how incapable and out-of-place i am almost every other day. sometimes i get lucky. perhaps for now. i just mess things up the minute i lay my hands on them. and the simplest things could go really wrong. it's like the anti-midas touch i have. rawrrrrr i hate my life now. :(