expletive doesn't sound so profane after all.

hi blog.

- can't get enough of and can't seem to get this mariah's #beautiful song out of my head. sooo soooo good.

- cheques cleared! more like *phew* than yay.

-  went to see zenyth ysday and he was so sereneeeee and so cute. hmmmm i wish  i could just pick him up and cuddle him and plant him kisses everywhereeeeeeeeee. and i should learn to stop thinking of examining all the kids and babies and most importantly, to stop commenting and giving suggestions! i think modern parents dont deal w constructive advices very well. ahem

- was still thinking about jocey since i last saw her. there were so many things we covered. and made me think. it is still true. that there's someone for everyone. it's 'true it's true it's true. *nods*

- i still think of you from time to time. but perhaps it's a good thing that the 'portal' crashed. so it saved me the pain and dip in confidence everytime you don't reply.

- now i'm battling an inner struggle. to singapore over this lil break or not. it's as though the universe is throwing me a hint - which i'm unsure is a 'go-go' or 'no-go'.
firstly - there's no traveling partner this time. everyone's either tied up w work or out of town. boooo of cos the tot of traveling solo came to mind, and singapore is such a safe country but i was thinking i could do w some like-minded traveler to share meals and split bills and of course share the fun too..

then - perhaps i should wait for le panda for his return and we could both then embark on a journey then? say saving this budget for the next w him? but having said that, this panda sure has his own plans and stuffs, which could jeopardize this trip at the end of the day. (and there's this op plan  and starting work asap :() i mean, he still has his own things to settle and all but of course, i'd like to have my bestest travelling kaki to see singapore (again) this time us alone :) imagine - the sight / building seeing , the modern art museums, the gastronomy experience, the love, the fun, the laughter.

howwww.

i'm actually pretty inclined to just press book now. just that i'm being me again , so contemplative and indecisive!
rawrrr