omg the elation when i'm finally connected to wifi on my notebook after like, 3 weeks+??? omg omg omg. le modem was fried. yada yada yada. i shud be making 'tokens of appreciation' to the aunt and uncle. okay here's the deal , i don't mind the paying but can someone kindly shed some light as to howwwww do i go about it? cash? cheque? HOW.
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funny how i was listening to corrine bailey rae and nostalgia hit me ... back in those days in moscow - in the dead of the winter - i rmbr once it was -28 outside and i had lesson on that day, boy that has got to be my most memorable experience in the cold in moscowland - and in summer when the weather's soooooo sooooooo good i just had to have detour to the moscow state uni by myself on foot to take everything in. sigh. i miss those days. those days wandering by myself in universitet area, feeling i could do almost everthing by myself, if i want to. i would sometimes take the bus parallel to the main streets right down to sportivnaya going over this bridge that links frunzenskaya over to sportivnaya, where i get a bird's view of the moscow river, sparrow's hill and the stadium. definitely one of my fav spots in moscow.
which also explains my love for bus rides in cities. it's so much more compared to metro rides where one is robbed of the chance of the beautiful city outside. where life truly is.
gah. i miss being in a REAL FUCKING CITY. fml.
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just finished watching a movie by myself cos i can't find anyone to hve dinner with. everyone's either got a plan or not in town. i tot i'd get dinner later by myself turns out, i ws dressed and i couldn't bother the hassle of going out to buy dinner for myself. it's times like this i feel loneliest. sigh.
anyways, back to the movies. yea... the other day i watched 'details' and today 'love and other drugs' and surprisingly both of them have something to do w the medical field.
in 'details' tobey maguire was a doctor and he said this, i paraphrase 'there are doctors who make A but i'm the kind of doctor that makes Cs' something struck in my heart. *gulp* as w the other movie, the doc actually mentioned about his every day work - 50 pts in the clinic, having to do rounds somemore, and families calling him questioning his manangements after researches on internet, AND he tot that medicine was of a 'higher calling' and here he is, screwing around w girls and stuffs. omg. i mean. one really needs to be in 'it' to know how it truly is u know this practice thing. it's never ffs as glorious as it seems on the outside. fuck that.
which also brings me to another point that richdad pointed out the other day - that i relly shouldn't be ashamed of my med school.
and that i shoud -
1. learn more and be open to constructive criticism
2. learn not to take all comments and remarks personally
3. plan for family, house ownership and car ownership early (not necessarily in that order)
4. learn to wreath wealth and happiness
WORDDD.
now just let me remember all these and actually practice them.
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le panda and mummypanda are having so much fun in st pete's! which reminded me of me and le seal's summer trip back then as well! well well i guess.. i can only tell him that it's only the beginning! i was over the moon being in st pete thinking it was such a far cry from moscow, that was until i stepped over to helsinki. booya. anways, they'll be heading to scandinavian countries so i guess st pete would be menial. *shrugs*
have fun when one still can. this industry isn't for the faint hearted.
i shall redirect my attention and time on the internet for other things instead of piling on my hate to this thing i call day job. toodles.
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