stay.

weather: warm like fuuuuuuu
tummy: fungry
dinner: friend meehoon w egg w weird sauce from the cafeteria
current song on loop: stay - rihanna

hey blog. i have forsaken you for long. i've just been.... dead tired. despite work ending at 6 these days. i'm haunted by the thoughts of having to revise for nrp. which makes me dread it even more. actually it's really quite bearable and at parts, even fun to read. i dunno this is the non existent nerd in me speaking or it's me really liking paeds. but alas, just when i take a fancy to it, i had a pretty hard start at work today. but it's okay... things pick up. or i'll have to pick myself up eventually. there's nothing really to mop about anyways. i don't wanna embrace a loser mentality here. esply at work.

let me digress a lil.

i'm not even sure it's retail therapy or just.... purchasing things i fancy aka shopping anymore. each other week i'll be dying for this visit to hnm and i go scanning every rack and trying to miss something i fancy and AHA buy buy buy when i do. i'm particularly more concerned now that i've got 2 plastics. *gulp*

still. the scrooge in me stands firm. still nothing more than rm30 / rm50. wtf



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like this babyyyyyyy that i've been eyeing since like FOREVER but i was like 5 mins lateeeeee on the first day so i ended with stalking this lady w the dress in her shopping bag which she ended up buying fuuuuuuu so i returned the other day, despite making crazy calls to the shop and making ths SAs call other outlets. yes that's how i do my shopping thank you very much and h&m should make me their vip member or something or that sort already!!! i'm like the ... biggest fan. if you don't know arleady. practically, everything i own in my closet is H&M and every piece of cloth item / bag that i wanna buy and don and be seen in is H&M. if it's something of other brands that i fancy, i'd even be reluctant to buy just because it's not H&m. i just had to make sure they don't have the same thing first. wtf wtf is wrong w me! i'm a freak.

one of my latest bestest buys from them are these pima cotton tops that are going for an amazing rm29 which are the comfiest tops i've ever had. best for work and leisure :))))


but really... there are so many other things that i'm lusting for still...... like that divided floral shirt? or that cute babydoll slip. those comfy hipsters. the lana del ray-ish shift dress. that pair of fitting pants in geometric prints. goddddddd. whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy why dont i have time to wear all those things that i so wanna wear T_T

one thing i must give myself credit for will have to be that self-inflicted (and much deserving) shoe ban. i'm actually afraid of looking at shoes these days. in fear that i fall in love w a pair and had to make the heart-breaking decision of NOT buying them. but really, my collection of shoes thus far is..... enough to send a shiver down my spine. so nope.... no more shoes for now. until i get a wall cupboard for everything to go up and for me to get a good view so i acutally know WHAT shoes i own so i can wear and match them out. jesus.

okay, that's all the fashion rant is. i'm missing my uni buddies much. very very much. from the boys, esply giin cheong and aty aka smk, to kae kae and sararah... to the boys and berne b... and to those that i didn't even have time to get to know more. i guess my heart just cracked a lil.. looking at the pics we took and the rad times we had. they were... simply put... beautiful. times i'd never forget.