din mention this in the previous post but, one of the reason why i didn't feel like going back to kl was because i didn't want to have to go through the whole shitty feeling of dying inside me upon departing and all the way back.

sigh.

yes i'm back after 2 days. yes 2 days is awesome indeed. but i wish i didn't have to come back or to work at all. i pretty much am sure i hate this :(

just need to hang in there.