last speck of glitter: birthday girls.

its been 6 weeks and finally the knot within my heart has gradually loosened. yesterday was pretty much the first off day that i didn't feel the strong urge to come flying back, but universe has its own way of dealing matters, of course. just let me go off track a wee bit, i was done by 7 but had to wait till 8 for shift to end, so meanwhile i served my time as a good samaritan for dear fren and colleague yanana :) but didn't manage much w an hour. left like the earliest ever from hosp for home, but like i said of universe, got stuck in traffic on highway -___- so took me another hour or so.

ok let me steer back into my point. it being that i'm finally much 'stable' w my emotions and workload. and woohoo! voila good news! i got another day off for the week i think. so... i'm now in, you guessed it, second home :) but what i'm trying to illustrate here is also that i have so many second homes. i've been leaiding a nomadic lifestyle out of 4-5bags (depending if pinky's w me lol) and life was a flurry of uncertainties. of looking for that floater to hang on for life. so i won't drown. but now i don't feel like drowning anymore :)

however, i decided to go home still for mummy bunny's birthday, which fell on sunday so we celebrated it on tuesday on my off day. which was a pretty fun day, i had to say :) mummy had fun too, i'm glad. practically speaking, we celebrated both our birthdays together since it's only a week apart, and i basically didn't celebrate mine. don't ask :\

morning was gallery at balai seni lukis (of which i think i embraced too high a hope), then pavivi for brunch. spotted this dimsum place w lotsa goodies and luck has it that they were giving out 'longevity buns' sau pau for birthday boys/girls! i wasn't a candidate since my month has passed, but we got 2 super yummy and cute peaches :D in fact, they could just be the best item of the meal! after pavivi christmas deco appreciation we headed over to H&M! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee finally! i got to satisfy this 'pain' in me. and loot was super awesome!!!! i got 2 beautiful dresses, one elegant emerald one that i've been lusting over since forever, since like before their shop was even open and i was salivating on their webpage wtf. and another is a swing dress but of foamy material. yeah, peach color :D i'm so happy though damage was quite bad but i think it's worth it! now i have something to wear for christmas! TEE HEE! (though having said that, i'm shamed by the fact that mummy still had to foot the bill. poor bunny is still not getting her enslavement dues) i also noticed that mummy bunny actually knows my taste. she'd know which dresses i'd love and also shoes! HOW CAN. i'd spot one from faraway and she'd tell me 'neh you'll like this one' *gasp* what has become of me. my mom's now my shopping partner. though strictly speaking, she always have been hahahahha. and she'd rmbr that i have something similar and stuffs like that. lol. so cute. also, i'd like to say this before i forget - mummy bunny is like the most 'wei da' (mulia cos there's no equivalent in english is there?) mom ever. she wouldn't spend half of that much on clothes herself but she didn't have to think when it comes to me. WTF mental note to self: treat your mom WELL BUNNNY LIKE SUPER WELL. i can't wait to buy her nice lunches and dinners, buy her good stuffs and spend on her. for holidays! :D it'd be my pleasure :)

oh we had a half-heartedly done massages as well. urgh.

other than that, i still have yet to have my fix of sushi and bisou cupcake! and we've made it a point to go back to pavivi again next time! it's just so fun yesterday hehehe. can you believe it, when i was trying on clothes my mom was like 'come come i help you take pic' and then when we're home, proceeded to say, 'i tot took pic d then no need to buy the dresses' LOL WTF. mom's such a clown sometimes. well she has a kid in her, and i do think she only comes out to play w me. :)

i do feel the pinch when i left home, but mummy's got to work. so no one to play w bunny. so hopped on over to my sanctuary.

and while i'm at trivial matters, i do miss cooking! was at pasar malam and saw crunchy fresh cabbages and other veges! so tempted to pick up the ladle and pot again! also i love the feeling of cooking up something yummy for loved ones. love love love. i wish i have fluffy red velvet cupcakes and guiness stout cake in cupcakes too! sigh. missing my panda! cos i've always had this luxury of requesting a cake for birthday every year but not this year. i didn't even get a cake. so i had brownie and ice cream at baskin robbins wtf.

it's okay my dresses are so beautiful :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD and i love my mummy bunny. in fact, i love everyone now :)))
may i add in a line or two here: life is also about perseverance. when we hold on tight and long enough on hard times, the better times would bound to come soon!

p/s: took many pics on phone, will try to upload them here :D

//upadate: the pics are up! :)