the past week was a routine of getting up early, at work, getting barked at, ward work, trying to finish tonnes of paper work before 6, sometimes dinner sometimes not, shower (finally! aaaaaah my happiest time of the day) and then dozing off w my hair dripping wet, waking up at 2/3am turn of lights brush teeth and procced to zzzz which is only barely, since in sleep i was worried about work. so one day i woke up and got ready to work forgetting to wear something reallllllly important and 'supportive' lol epic moment of my life. i guess that's the only time i was ever thankful that i'm not born voluptuous.
moving on... i'm now back in le panda sanctuary. it's been a year already. it's my month! november. birthday falls on a weekend so i took the weekend off. but reflecting on a year back, it gave me the shivers. i'm hitting 26. i'm losing count myself. i still fell as clueless as to what i want to be in the future. but at least, i know what i DON'T wanna be. i guess that narrow things down as well.
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you know.. there are a lot of things that could be in our control ,just as there are as many things that aren't.
people you once know moves on and live their lives, they are the same people and yet we no longer know them. you have no idea as to their lifestyles, their decisions, their thinkings. and that's one of the scary things in life. If and only if you let them be anws. And if they still matter.
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i'm making it a point to 1. talk negnatively less
nothing new in my life since i last penned here - except that my hair is in desperate need of trimming.
i need to read more. be more happy. life is after all, to be happy at the end of the day. nothing else truly matters after all.
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