In motion

Life is if u don't decide... U'll be somehow be pushed around, from the left, right front, side ways, back till u reach somewhere ..  or not.

A few more hours till sending le panda off to malacca for his posting. My heart is heavy as ever. Can't help bt feels like a year ago.. in his room. Preping him off for moscow. One last time. But this time Its not moscow. Not a year. Not the same distance though. Same same but different in so many ways. So many unknown.

I wish time could just stop so I could just hold him n not let him go.: (

Just the thought of not having him around whenever I wanna see him or knowing he will be here crushes me. But then again.. life is about motion. And changes. All these eventually moulding characters. I hope le panda will be moulded into a better man.

Two years. And then what? Life is not how we planned it but how we verve our ways around it and make the best out of it.

Somehow we think that this is a blessing in disguise. Here's to the best for my panda. Though we r into our fifth year and counting.. I honestly feel that my love for him is growing deeper and deeper.

X bunny