All i have is just photos of you, of us. And i cant remember why i got mad at you at the first place. i cant trace my memories back.. like in memento. And everythings a maze.
im listening to malay oldies on my own. Having diiners on my own. Doing evety single fucking thing on my own. But all i really want is to have off time n just be. Not m having to be stuckrd in d god forbidden ot which i still have yet to cone to terms with. I still am unable to take in the reality that this is reality for 4 months to come. is it so?
Sometimes it breaks my heart. I dont knoe what or how. But i saw my heart in pieces strewn over the place. I felt the pain but i didnt see the blood. Sometimes. All i want is just peace.
I just want to be left alone. Or do i?
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