icelandic

hey. so i have an off day the day after tomorrow. and i need to plan ahead as to ... what i wanna do.. or to be more specific... where i wanna end up. i could, of course, go home. but home doesn't feel like home. at times. if you know what i mean. i have my own place of course. but it's four walls in the heart of city centre... but no one. :( or malacca... with barely a few solid hours w le panda. or look for le seal.. but she'll be at work.. and her place is not up and ready for actual guests. or i could head over to le panda sanctuary.. which is always welcoming. but hell no i'm staying back here in this rotting place :(

it's sad to know that aaaaah finally. a freaking day off.. but no place called home to go to. fml

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i've been meaning to post this up but didn't have the time to. which speaking of time.. brings me to giving the highest priority to only the best and deserving people in our lives.. others? nah.. i 'll pass. which really, REALLY is like down to a good few. lol

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just the other day. i was encouraging a chinese granny to put in more effort to take orally, and to ambulate... cos she just wouldn't. and she broke her silence or few words, to a lengthy comeback... as to why she'd want to ? what's the point of staying on longer? after all, she's lived for 70 over years... if she were to die.. she's good . good to go. so i tried to cheer her up and chirped that she could watch her grandkids.. tot that would incite some hope for her... but sadly, she said.. shouldn't the grandkids be visitng and watching out for her instead? it's sad. but sometimes.. nd more often than not.. priorities are placed wrongly too.

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walter milly. can i say 'i just wanna pack my bags, and take a flight out now? to iceland?' to anywhere in this world.. to see things.. to watch ppl.. to try their food.. to submerge in their culture... to listen to them speak in their mother tongue and accent.. to be in their streets and alleys.. to take the same buses and trains.. to be standing on the hills / mountains.. or looking at the bodies of water.. lakes or seas.. and cry. and to know it's okay.. bcos you have someone.. that special someone .. to be w in your journey.. for the rest of your life. yes. it's going to be okay.