how does other do it? how do they know what they really really want in life? how would they know that it is?
all i know is i want to be happy.. simple, but happy. it's like knowing where you wanna go... but HOW the hell do i get there?
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just needed a small rant. i tried telling myself not to let it get to me... dont get to me....
I SHALL NOT let it bring me down! i am a strong bunneh!and i will entertain myself for my time is so precious and not let it be bogged by insignificant ppl and matters. I will finish watcing my walter milly (yayyy like finally! the movie is available just when i was harrassing le panda for it kekeke) and i will read my books and be nothing but ZEN. *nods head* also i could use a trip to the H&M nearby! le panda pls wake up soon!
lookie... isn't this sequined top like.... SO FREAKING AMAZING? i think my love for sequins have been reawakened after my fren's wedding night gown totally brought me back to senses hahahaha
reminds me of my fav nail polish that i never get to wear.... T_T (also bcos nail polishes stink for a few days and that strong chemical smell rly grosses me out)
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not really my style but.... sultry and SEQUINS!
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last but not least, i really miss deep conversations w you sararahhhhhhhhhhhh T______T really miss those times when we have some light refreshments and talk bout anything under the sun....... bcos we both get each other. we do. T__T
i hope you're doing well...... no matter where you are (read that you were doing some packing.. saw your doodles w stacks of books and them H&m bags... hahhaha) srsly... sigh. sararah. i love you. *sniffles*
oh, maymay! i miss you too friggin' much. every time i hang out with someone, and great as they may be, they just lack that 'thing' you and i have. i guess we've each shown the other our ugly side, how vulnerable we are...no superficial bullshit : ) *hugs* your line about getting where it's happy broke my heart. i don't think there's a real destination called happyland. it seems like it's a conscious effort, that drains you at times, but you try your very best to not sweat the small stuff and the universe will start ignoring you, because it can't get to you anymore.
ReplyDeletewas just packing to move houses, not anywhere big, yet.