Horn.

Today, i was saved by a horn. It was a night of interrupted 'naps' - a cold night punctuated with ladies rushed in; bearing down, of six-digit babies to check. So needless to say,  i was fenging by the time the morning peeps came around. The plan is to drive down to malacca for our weekly rendevous, which happened to be have happened. It really wasn't my night shift but long story short, it's mine to hold up till the next day. As delirious as i was that i get to meet le panda, though for 2 short separate intervals (both of which we'll be wuzzy from the night shifts respectively) but we're both happy for what the unvierse has never fail to hand us. and our philosophy now is 'we'll take it' you know, thank you very much.

It was a one hour drive and it just seem... to be without an end. the n-s highway goes on and on and on on a straight road and everything looks the same. i was about to reach my destination, and that's when it happened. i mean, i've been dozing on and off on the road, but i heard a horn, and thank goodness i heard the horn, it was akin to inception, the movie. like from a distance, you heard, a warning. and that's when i woke up, steered away just in time from ramming into the highway divider merely a feet from my car, at 120kmph.

i teared into panda's arms when i reached. now i'm so traumatized to drive again. :(

i could have died today. but i'm here now becos a kind soul tried to warn me. And suddenly, everything seems so... fragile. that a second could give and take EVERYTHING away.

Today, i was saved by a horn.

*sigh*